"labor"
i feared the process
the unknown and its bite
the worst a woman can experience
that no man can understand
but now I know the truth
the needles
the bareness
the pushing
then silence
i can face the process
but not my life without her
so true. my labor with Aquila was by far over and beyond what i had experienced with my previous 3. i kept saying "i can't do this" over and over. but after she came out, dead...well then i was really saying i cant do this. i would go back and labor for days for weeks if i could hold her alive..
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry for your loss. I found your blog through your comment on mine. Thinking about you and your precious baby girl. xx
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry for your loss.
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry that these words flow so freely from your thoughts.
I am so sorry that I get it.
I am happy to have found your blog. Your work is amazing.
xo
I am so, so sad to read of your experience...so beautifully put.
ReplyDelete