I have an idea for a painting, though not the time to work on it today. I'm baking a pie right now, so I'll just have to be content with that as my creative thing for the day. I haven't hardly cooked/baked at all, so it is a fairly big accomplishment.
It's the start of a rough week. Lyra was due this week - Wednesday. And I've had one friend have her baby already yesterday, and another inducing tomorrow. Lyra would have had some good friends to play with.
I have to remind myself that these are things to be happy about - for our friends to have their sons, and for the joy they are experiencing. I wouldn't wish anything else for them. I just wish I could be a part of it too. I feel left out. And terribly sad. And I feel really selfish right now.