Yes, this I took a picture of this rather than scanning it. Yes, I'm that lazy. Yes, I'm tired of feeling sad. Yes, I don't really know how to move forward. Yes, I know it will "get better". Yes, I jumped too far ahead in my other post by thinking we'd be ready to get pregnant...How can we be ready when our life isn't even a semblance of something stable and healthy? Yes, mother's day stuff is already everywhere. Yes, I'm having a pity party.