Why is it that some things don't phase me as much: Such as the sears baby portrait junk ad I got in the mail today.
And some things just knock me down: Another milestone that we're missing out on in regards to babies around Lyra's 'supposed to be' age. I suppose that will always be something I notice. I wish I could just shake it all off and be normal and fine.
I have a cherry pie in the oven...intended to be a surprise for L. It will still serve that purpose, but will also be some comfort food for me now.